Thursday, January 30, 2014

Matt's Monthly Music Musings: Album of the Month (January 2014): Against Me!'s Transgender Dysphoria Blues

Welcome to the first of what’s currently a planned monthly series of music posts! These can be reviews, musings, concert reviews, or other random music-related minutiae to keep my writing muscles working in between videos. This January post falls into the first field, picking out a recent album that held my attention the most this month and discussing why it’s worth hearing.

And, I’ve gotta admit, the album that stood out the most in January is one that certainly earns all the acclaim I’m about to heap onto it. While I could go into detail about Laura Jane Grace’s personal journey and how it impacts the music itself like every other reviewer who’s tackled this album, I’ll leave that outside reading to you and focus on how the album tackles its themes on its own terms.

Now, I’ve never heard anything by Against Me! before, but I do like a good bit of punk and the two songs I heard from this album before I heard the full thing more than convinced me to give it a chance. And I’m absolutely glad I did. The album kicks off with a steady burst of energy, anger, and angst with the title track with Grace spitting out lyrics about ostracization and isolation despite trying to fit in. This theme permeates the album, the difficulty of living the way you identify and finding social acceptance at the forefront of songs like “Black Me Out,” “Drinking with the Jocks,” and “FUCKMYLIFE666.”

Musically, the songs rock as hard as you’d like a good punk record to, but have a melodic side too. “Drinking with the Jocks” is by far the most aggressive song here, Laura’s voice acidic and with some killer guitar riffs keeping the song driving all the way through. “FUCKMYLIFE66” has some of the most poignant lyrics on the album with imagery vividly painting the portrait the theme works hard to convey and also benefits from an incredibly evocative guitar hook. The title track, by far my favorite song of the bunch, carves out an awesomely impactful drum track and some of the greatest lyrics throughout, and is easily the catchiest thing here. Though the album leans towards the loud and heavy, even the acoustic ballad “Two Coffins” resonates emotionally in the context of the album as a whole.

However, there are a few stumbles in an otherwise smooth album. Even though I've listened to the album approximately five times already, I still have trouble recalling how the lackluster "Paralytic States" sounds. “Dead Friend” seems a little underdeveloped lyrically and could have probably used some tweaking and a more fleshed out chorus. The song is part of a different avenue the album takes in its second half, reflecting on death and its alienating loneliness that intertwines with the transgender themes. It works well given what the rest of the album deals with, which is more than I can say about “Osama Bin Laden as the Crucified Christ” (there’s a song title if I’ve ever heard one). Though the song’s instrumentation is intriguing enough so that it doesn’t become too much of a speed bump in the album’s flow, I can’t for the life of me decipher what place the song has in the album’s structure other than further adding to the fiery vitriol put forth elsewhere.


Ultimately, the album succeeds merely because it’s an interesting album. I can’t necessarily vouch for how well you’ll take to the album’s sound or quality, but I feel like it’s one worth checking out simply due to how unique it is. It’s a solid examination of a subject rarely discussed in music drawn from some deeply personal places in a labor of love. When Laura screams out the powerfully profane chorus of album closer “Black Me Out,” she transcends the lyrics themselves and conveys the point of the song through her vocal delivery alone. Here is an artist, putting out content that of great significance to her, with a passion unmatched by any of her contemporary peers.